Saturday, September 22, 2012

Shape of the Scar

And just before I go on, guess who sent a comment with a request to mention something about yesterday’s post?*

Now, back to the tale.  There I lay in my lower bunk bed and strained to hear what my mother and father were saying to each other down the hall. Neither of them sounded too happy with each other. Having just come back from the hospital, I was sure that now, wasn’t the best time for me to go and ask how my injured brother was. I lay there looking at the bottom of the bunk above me. Sagging a little under the weight of my next youngest brother who appeared to be comfortably sleeping. I started wondering about my injured brother. After all the last image I had of him was his entire head and face drenched in blood, as I carried him back from the park, thinking he was dead in my arms. There was so much blood, but then, I had not realised how much a head wound, even a minor one, could bleed. And too be honest. I was in shock from the blood, never actually seeing the injury itself. I got better at recognising the difference as I grew older, with the witnessing of many subsequent accidents and injuries.  But then, in my youth I was focussed on the blood. Now I lay there wondering about the future , not just for myself, as no doubt my father would be making that decision shortly, but also for my brother.

Regardless of the severity of the head injury I had accidentally inflicted, he would probably have some form of a scar. That could be important, as he grew older. If it was terrible looking scar, he could become the coolest, or, the most feared kid at school. We had heard and read great tales of scarred hero’s, Beowulf, Legend’s of King Arthur’s knights and the battles of Lord Fitchley. In particular, the duelling scar of Lord Fitchley was much admired by the ladies of the time, and, made him quite the figure of the romance period. But then there was the other possibility. If the scar was too vivid and terrifying, he would probably be shunned by all the other children as he grew up. He would end up alone, wandering the streets of the neighbourhood. A legend could grow of the ‘monster of the valley’. The tales would spread of the fearsome creature, severely wounded. Probably as legends go it wouldn’t mention the actual accident as it occurred, but it would become some terrible tragedy of misfortune (you could see what period of film styles I was showing an interest in at that age, mainly based on the ‘B’ movie posters, as it wasn’t that often we got to actually see any movies). My imagination was racing away on a tangent, until I was pulled back to reality with the sudden sounds of my fathers steps coming down the hall towards my room. I did the only possible thing I could. I shut my eyes and pretended to be asleep.
(Continued tomorrow)

*I should mention (at least that was what the email also suggested)
“that this fearsome, wooden spoon wielding female power of authority (see yesterday’s blog), was only 152 cm. tall weighed approx 71/2 stone (47.63Kg) and loved you all, no matter how you all tormented the life out of her? (see blog July 12 2012 for example)”
All I can say is she must have put all of her weight into every strike….
But, she finished the request with an XX

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