I arrived at home, somewhat subdued, following my afternoon
class and the clear conversation/lesson from Mr Walsh. He had said he would not
tell my parents what had occurred and I believed him. Well, I wanted to believe
him. I really wanted to believe him. I knew if my parents found out that I had
stolen some money (even though I had shared out what I bought with everyone -I
keep reminding you of that …which in a bizarre way made everyone an accessory
after the fact. Even though I was the only one spoken to by Mr Walsh), however,
if my parents had been told I had stolen something, or found out I had stolen
something, I would be in for a considerable amount of punishment. What that
would involve I didn’t want to think about, but, you do, don’t you?
Whenever there is something serious that has peaked your
interest, whether it is a serious incident, worry or fear, you can’t ‘not’ think about it, or worry about it. Many adults have
had others say to them, “Don’t worry about it”. From apparently non-involved
persons, who upon hearing of someone’s personal concerns (breathe a sigh of relief
that it’s not their problem). So, that’s easy for them to say. But the way the
human mind appears to work (when it does), is that a single thought dominates
other thoughts. And something that is significant, such as a concern over
finances for example, tends to dominate everything else. The human mind has the
ability to manage millions of thoughts at the same time (for some people). But,
unerringly the human mind tends to focus on something of concern. Even when we
sleep, our minds don’t.
How often have you gone to bed concerned about something
from your day and fallen asleep (eventually), only to enter into a
dream/nightmare, which if examined, was probably a direct link to the issue of
concern. Though it can be hidden in the interpretation. The worry over money
for example may not feature in the dream as actual money. It may be in your
dream you are left in charge of something. That is not physical money. It may
have been, for example, a goose
(can you see the link?) The goose may be being chased by various predators,
while in the dream you are constantly being distracted from actually protecting
it. It may be you are having to complete a fence or building or such and can’t
find the tools, materials or location. Simple explanation? The goose was from
your childhood memory of the golden goose from ‘Jack and the beanstalk” which
of course laid golden eggs. Hence that was the ‘subliminal’ symbol for the
money. The ‘predators’ are those causes concerning you e.g.banks, loan, fees or
bills, hence, multiple predators. The distraction or ‘fence’, is the knowledge
you already possess to solve the problem, but haven’t yet concentrated on. Because
you are focusing on the problem, not the solution. So, while trying to sleep,
your body responds to the automatic breathing functions etc, whilst your mind
begins to sift and sort the thousands of memories you possess, to compile
something that it believes your psyche can interpret. Unfortunately that is not
always the case.
(Continued tomorrow)
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